Everyone is Taking Me for Granted Sat, 24 July 04
Jacelyn • Filed under: Personal, Ranting, School • 10:30 pm • Comments(0)
Well nothing much had happen recently.. yesterday I dunno what happened, I was playing gunbound and suddenly I just cried :cry: Yes I cried all of a sudden, I dunno why also.. My mind just went blank and my heart went weak.. I walked to the couch and cried and cried.. What happen to me? I keep asking myself, what am I living for? With so many bad things happening to me, what am I still clinging on to.. Why am I always the one who takes all the shit? :(
My school final year project, I’m always getting the shit to do.. the hardest work I do, and that damn gal friend of mine I just hate her alot.. keeps giving me attitude when she is so damn late.. 9am class she came at 11.30am.. and we have a presentation later in the noon, she asked me to present it myself, told me in a LOUD voice that she is sick and no voice.. WTF! She just shouted to me and said she no voice? I told her, "YOU REALLY NO VOICE MEH" Then she just made a fake coughing sound to tell me that YA SHE IS SICK. Well, no comments, but damn pissed off. Pushing all the fucking work to me, what’s the meaning of that.. I rubbish bin is it.. after that we choose our own work to do, she think she’s me ah? Help me make decision and gave me a sucking work to do.. the hardest one.. kao.. I just feel like giving her a tight slap that time 
Why does everyone take me for granted? My friends, and even him. Don’t they know they really hurt me alot? I always gave in, and always get the shit and get hurt.. What should I do?? Tell me… Just feel like running away from home, never ever coming back to the god damn house :cry:
