♥ the QUEEN and her BLING ♥

Jacelyn • Filed under: Personal, Ranting, Thoughts, Work • 12:26 am

Sometimes I really hate myself for being so vunerable. Problems surfacing again and again. When will I get out of this shit :doh:

I hate that fucking boss of mine. He was lecturing some of us and insulted me. This happened a few days ago, but the mention of it just makes my blood boil. It wasn’t my fault you see. And I have to endure that insult, residing in my heart, burning inside my stomach

There was this exhibition being held near our premises. The sales people, 2 of them, were supposed to pull in some businesses from there, as there are agents from other countries as well. I didn’t know about this exhibition at all, probably being the lazy me and having the bo chap (don’t care) attitude, I don’t even bother to read the weekly bulletin (though I’m the one who compiled :p).

And so, this colleague of mine, let’s call her C. She needed my help in designing a brochure to distribute to the people who will be attending the exhibition. Initially, she asked my supervisor about her opinion on the one she did. Apparently, my supervisor told her that it is not suitable. Therefore, she turned to me for help. She briefly explained to me what she expects to see on the brochure, even though she don’t even know what she wants, or rather what the BOSS wants. Having a super duper blur and I-don’t-know-what-is-this-all-about mind, I hastily designed one. Ok lah not that bad, at least I tried ya? I was given instructions what to write, what to add and what to include in that bloody brochure. And for god’s sake, it’s not even a brochure, just a tiny looking card not bigger than a namecard -_-

Anyway, after I’ve finished designing the card, she brought it to the boss and asked him whether it is up to his expectation. Ha whenever the boss gave us a task, we have to get his opinion you see. Yah, like what the boss said, everyone of us there have always been spoon-fed. Always turning to him for help.

A few minutes later, I was called in to his room, together with a few colleagues of mine. His face was even blacker than a Bangala’s face. So he started telling his grandfather story, blah blah blah. You must do this, you must do that. Why never do this, why never do that, etc. Asking why are we doing things at the last minute. I was twiddling my pen, not really listening lah, trying my best not to fall asleep.

Supposedly, my boss was saying that he had actually told C about this exhibition almost a month ago. Being a sales person, you should have known that your responsibility is to get in business for the company right? However, it seems like she don’t even have the intention to do so. Only when the boss tells her what to do, then she will do it. Then he mentioned about the brochure, asking C why does she have to do things at the last minute. She kept quiet. Then he turned to me and asked whether I knew what was I doing. I didn’t know what he was talking about until he mentioned that the card I did is lacking of “something”. What the hell is that “something”? I wondered. He started crapping, saying that we should show them how united we are, how much effort we have put into to build up this teamwork etc. Total crap, makes no sense, irrational. Firstly, he was the one who suggested to shrink the size of the brochure. It was really huge initially. Secondly, how am I gonna squeeze in those crap he mentioned into that tiny area? Given only like 3 days to do so? Sorry hor, I’m not a genius.

Then, came the killer phrase…

Jacelyn, did you use your brain at all?

WTF, if I never use my brain, would I be sitting here listening to your crap? If I never use my brain, would I spend my precious time making that stupid brochure of yours? Just because I am being told to do, I HAVE to do so ya? Bloody hell. What a rude way to say me. Never use brains? Before you said that to me, did you even use your brains at all? So easy you do lah. FYI, he is not bald like that guy above. Anyway, that is not the main issue.

The thing that most infuriated me is that, C acted as if she don’t know anything. She told the boss that she already told us (my supervisor & I) a LONG TIME AGO regarding the brochure. Wah her long time ago is 3 days before ah? What a hypocrite. Pushing all the blame to us, bitch.

*SIGH* What a torture :doh:

Current obsession:

Gosh, how I wish I have such talent in illustrations :love:

P/S: I hope people will stop talking about that Tammy scandal already, I’ve been hearing it since last week zzz Colleagues, friends and even my neighbours are talking about it :doh:

Yeah yeah I know, it’s ridiculous such a thing is happening in Singapore. I was shocked as well. But leave that girl alone, I guess she didn’t want that to happen too. Human beings are jealous animals, just because she’s pretty and some bitch out there plastered her videos and pictures all over the internet.

I hope that bitch gets convicted.