I used to pick up Japanese and during my free time, I would practice writing Japanese by listening to the songs and writing down the lyrics. I even took up basic Japanese in the community centre but I quit after finishing the course. Partly because the teacher is a sneaky old man who keeps repeating “I love you” in Japanese in every single lesson.

I hope I will master the language soon and perhaps travel to South Korea again.

Extremely dirty classrooms…

Vandalized tables…

Vandalized walls…

Dirty whiteboard and walls…

And rubbish lying around :sigh:

How am I gonna study in this kind of environment? A prestige design school with this kind of standard :disbelief: It’s getting from bad to worse.

Less than 2 days to that BIG day, and I’m still cracking my brains here. Clueless about what to plan :panic: Shit!

P/S: Hurt my back again, currently recuperating. This time round, the massage didn’t work for me. Siao liao. Worse than old people :straight: Damn torturing :doh:
P/P/S: A newly constructed overhead bridge in front of my block. Which means I need to climb the bridge almost everyday, doh! :x

Chasing them for course commencement date, class schedule and delivering my student card was not something I had expected in the first place. Imagine they nearly took 6 months to finalize everything. What’s so difficult about doing all these? Furthermore, my student card can’t even access the lecture room at all. Almost two weeks since I started the course and they still couldn’t get this done wtf

The lady at the Continuing Education department didn’t even inform me that I have to take two specialization courses to obtain the Advanced certificate. The sad thing is, I only took one of them. Which means I have to wait for the other course to commence again. It could mean end of this year, next year or even none at all. It all depends on whether other students have applied for the same course or not. Bah!

The lecturer even specifically told us that he needs at least 3 to 4 weeks to remember the names of each and every one of us. Surprisingly, we only have 5 students in the class. Like duh?! He’s a weird person and gets horribly excited when he showed us a print advertisement of a lady solely wearing undergarments :doh: Man, I’d still prefer Mr. William Aung being my lecturer :p

Sales wasn’t that great yesterday even though I did 3 for the day. My target was at least a 4 or 5 to push myself to be promoted to a trainer :( I was feeling extremely down due to some personal reasons and was hopping with Zac, my colleague most of the time. But at the last door, I met an extremely nice uncle, Uncle Eng and his grandson who chatted with me throughout. He’s 61, almost my dad’s age and I jokingly ask him if I could call him 干爹. He willingly agreed to it! shocked He loved watching Taiwan hokkien drama serials and I introduced Formosa TV to him lol. We were discussing about the pros and cons about Xbox as they have one at home. I blurted out all the trade secrets to him! Hoho!

All in all, I still love my job even though sometimes I get to meet arrogant assholes and people who treated us like dirt. What do I do to appease myself?

Curse them from the bottom of my heart :wiggle:

Alright, I have installed my Wordpress. It’s just that the style is out of place. But still, I can’t import my blogger entries to wordpress! :cry: Someone help me :( Anyway, Cherry is guiding me along hehe.. Thanks girl :p

Anyway, what’s up with people nowadays. Everyone is like putting words into my mouth and said that I insulted people?

Like WTF?

Well hello, when did I insult anyone? I won’t insult anyone unless:

1) You are just another idiot who posted rude remarks about my friends.
2) You deserve it, cos you started insulting others.

Well yes. I would only insult people under those circumstances. If you didn’t step on my toes, I won’t bother you at all. But since you did, I have the right to insult you isn’t it. But wait, what’s the definition of insult for you? Calling you bitch or slut? But anyway, I concluded that those people are screaming at me for these reasons:

• They are jealous of us. eg. Evone and of course ME!
• They have nothing better to do. They love to imagine us screaming our heads off when they came to our site and called us dumb fags.
• They have shit face and love to hide behind the computer and do nasty things. Who knows they might even be perverts downloading porn?
• They are just some random designers that I had commented on their layouts and aren’t happy with my comments.

Regarding about the drama at Evone’s tagboard. This user apparently tagged using different names and insulted her. Asking her to leave Blogskins.com ASAP. And someone even said that she knew another designer’s designs are better than mine. Why so? Ain’t you childish. Like woah, you directed and acted in your own movie and applaused for yourself? Oh wow that is soooooo childish! Let me repeat. CHILDISH!!

What do you gain by doing that? You will get prettier? Have more admirers and fans? So that you would be the best designer at Blogskins.com and everyone would swarm to you and give you compliments? And said that you are the best or whatever?

But deep down you are just a sneaky bitch. A sneaky bitch who did mean things behind the computer and acted like an angel soon after. You are just a two-headed snake. Hyprocrite! God would surely punish you for that. For being that nasty, nasty about such things. Such little things that could be avoided if you hadn’t started it. Now who’s at fault. It’s you. You are the one. The one who have no balls and insult others. The one who wanna act professional when you can’t even get the situation right.

And bear in mind, I didn’t say that my layouts are great. I am not the one who said that my OWN layouts are great. I’ve been getting testimonials from people who appreciate my layouts and they are the ones who said that they like my layouts, and are great! I am not so thick-skinned as to compliment on my own layouts. Who would do that? Only people with screw loose would do that. So stop putting words into my mouth! Don’t try to act clever, as if you know me very well. If you hate me, or my character. Then get lost. Why come here and waste 10 minutes of your life (or maybe even longer), almost once every week to insult me? You are wasting your brain cells and energy to type out those insulting comments.

Why don’t you use that 10 minutes to go into the toilet, look yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, "Do I have the right to say Jacelyn that way? If I am ugly, I can't say her ugly, right? If I am pretty, I have the right to insult her yaya!" or "If my designs are bad, I can't say hers are bad! My designs are great! I have the right to insult her! So yeah!" (don’t lie about that, be honest)

So to those people who just can’t stop stalking our (Evone and I) sites, you guys are just wasting your time, and our time. So why not just stop all these once and for all. I don’t bother you (though I don’t know who you are), and you don’t bother me (us) ok?

Ok back for updates, I am learning pixelling these few days hehe.. These are the possible new stuff for visitors (note that word possible :p)

• Emoticons. I am slowly learning how to pixel them, credit goes to Bouncy-Bubbles.net
• Mini pixels eg. hearts, small icons etc.
• Click buttons for the music player
• Enter & hiatus signs
• Blinkies (still considering)
• Request for a layout (pending)

P/S: No guarantee for the above mentioned updates!! :D

OMG I just remembered that I have a presentation on Monday!! There goes my money again. I have to buy formal wear :cry:

Thursday will officially be my last day for attachment!! Yipee!! *three cheers*

13 April – Death for me!! My MCOM final paper! Argh! I hope I can pass! :(

She even told me that my banner’s background looks dirty. Yaya she’s an old hag, she doesn’t know about texture stuff. Cos I added a texture as a background and she said that it’s dirty and ugly. And that the font don’t look very nice on the background. Then she showed me what kind of effect she wants. Wow.. she showed me a banner with 1 color, a few words and that’s it? So simple huh Then why did she tell my supervisor that mine is too simple when the one she wants is also very simple?

And she expect me to draw this satellite look-alike thingy with the top spinning on flash? Wah as if I am pro! I just told her straight that I don’t know how to do that, and she gave me that you-are-an-ict-student-and-you-don’t-know-this look. I just hope that this intership end ASAP! Going there everyday is like hell :grr:

And just now I took the bus home, this fat guy who sat beside me, just won’t nudge when I wanna alight! He just sits there and don’t even move his legs. My thighs are fat ok? Leaving a 1 cm gap there and expect me to move out? I might as well step on his thighs and get out, then laugh at him for being discourteous. Fatso.

After I alight and wanna cross the road, this chao (smelly) ah pek keeps looking at me, and showed me a pervertic grin on his face! At that moment, I wished he keeps looking at me and cross the road without seeing a car coming towards him. @^$@#* I would then continue crossing the road and left him to die :argh:

Just hate going to school pff.. tomorrow my LO is coming over to visit us again :sigh: I bet she will ask me about my school work. Hopefully that Justin won’t tell her anything about my performance hee

Ooh this afternoon, I was waiting for the train at Bedok and was sitting down reading a magazine. And this guy, having a streak of blue hair sticking out from his huge head, wearing formal, approached me shocked At first, I didn’t realise he was right beside me. Uh too engrossed in my reading. Anyway, he called me twice, I think. He said (in chinese): "Xiao jie, wo ke yi gen ni zuo peng you ma?" DUH! Okay, I really dunno how should I describe his voice. You know, he sounds like an ambulance. Yee or yee or yee or~~ All I heard was that, vaguely. I felt disgusted, well he was quite good-looking. But that streak of blue hair and voice makes me feel disgusted. Of course, I shook my head and continued reading. And so he walked away.

6 minutes passed. The train’s approaching. So I stood up and walked closer to the train, and realised that guy was following me :s Okay maybe I was thinking too much, so I walked to the right to another door. Still, he followed me. I walked back to the left, he followed me again! #@#(@$* Once I got into the train, I quickly walk as fast as I could towards the right of the train. He’s still following me! So disgusted!! Luckily for me, I found a seat and quickly sat down and pretend I was sleeping. Don’t wanna see that face of his lol.. Scary man! :cry:

Was rushing my MCOM assignment recently, but that idiotic leader don’t even have the initiative to meet us up to discuss the details. Everytime we have a meeting or something, he wasn’t there. So what’s with that leader position? All he have to do is to order us to do this and do that, and act like he knows everything, but actually he doesn’t! :grr: Dunno means dunno, dun act like you know. It’s so sickening :sigh:

I had already finished my part for the user interface, and that girl was supposed to get it from me since she’s doing the datebase portion. Well, I sent the file to her through email, thumbdrive etc. Everything that could be done was done. But still, she can’t open that stupid file from her computer. Cos she can’t get the latest interface, and she keeps nagging at me. Saying that it was my fault :doh: Ok what the hell, cannot open means my fault? So why is it that I can open it from my computer? Her computer got ghost? Her account got corrupted? I dunno. And she keeps saying it’s my fault! Hello? How many times must I say I did send the latest file to you! If you can’t open, it’s your problem. I, myself, can open in my computer, why can’t you? I told her to log in to my account, but she refused. And continued mumbling and nagging. What’s her problem man. Log in to my account will die is it? Ya I know, she wanna save everything into her own account so she benefits from it what. Selfish bitch. Forever like that. Wow say she’s going to change, won’t be so selfish and think for herself again. Ya right, if she will change, the sky will fall :doh:

And she was complaining about the break up with her bf. Ha Ha Ha. Knew each other for only 7 days, how long do you expect to be together? 70 years? Fat hope. And she dare to blame the guy for MIA. Look at her own character lah. This kind of girl who wants? FOC I also dun wan. For those who wanna say that I am evil to say that. Well no. I know her for almost 3 years and I know her inside out. Too bad she’s that type of girl that guys will run away when they know her character. Just one word for it. Sucks.

BUT! My supervisor tells me that they can only pay us for Feb, March and April :cry: Dec and Jan is only the “trial” period lol. Stupid way of saying, but that’s what he told me. Oh yeah. Hopefully I can at least get $800!! Whahahaa.. Oh damn ya I still have that stupid flash to do zzz I still have to do my MCOM assignment. And I am very very very very sad! I failed my MCOM test BADLY. Yes I have to bold it. BADLY! :( I really dun understand what that ang moh teacher teaches! His slang is killing me. All I can hear was that he is mumbling to himself :sweat: And we still have to do the assignment using VB.net! zzz I’ve already forgot how to code sigh.. But luckily I am only in charge of the user interface hehe…

Oh and today I went to my bf’s house and after that I took the cab home. Bad experience! Guess what?! I smelt poo in the cab! I checked my shoes. Nothing! Ewwwww where did that smell came from. Disgusting. I nearly died in the cab, serious. I think the taxi driver realise that too, he keeps coughing and open the windows every now and then lol.. Damn embarrasing. I think he thought it’s me! Noooooooooo it’s not me :s

I still remember how it smells like omg :s

Why do these uncles need to do such pervertic things huh? I remembered once I was boarding this train going to school. There was this uncle standing right infront of me, we were standing near the door. And then this office lady, walked right in. She was wearing this super lowwwwwwwwww cut blouse that can actually see her cleavage. And the uncle was like STARING at her chest for like 1 minute wth It’s so obvious and I was so disgusted lor. Idiot. Of course the office lady was disgusted and she walked all the way into the center of the train. And the uncle was still gluing his eyes on her chest :doh:

School was boring as usual. Nothing special. Just that we had more work! argh sickening. And the computer is soooooooooooo slow. It’s pentium 4 but runs like pentium 2 :sweat: Saving an image needs about 5 minutes. Lame! The technician didn’t even try to repair the computer, so we called up our section head to help us remind the technician to do so. He just came in, took a look and said that he’s gonna get something and poof! Gone, and never come back. How irresponsible. How are we going to work like that. Efficiency is bad. Fortunately, we managed to edit the song and place it in the flash. Hopefully it turns out well lah, flash is so tedious. But really fun! I’m going to learn more that :D

Oh yeah an advance Christmas to all of ya I did the banner while in school hee hee.. nothing better to do :D